45 minutes

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How could I think that there was more to it than I'd initially figured?
A long time ago I figured I'd focus on my path, and forgot what path focus meant!

Here's what I'm boing to tell you about 45 min.

The first time I thought I ran a long distance.

Could I do it now?
If my mass changed?
Was my mass the only reason I couldn't do it,
Or simply my mind, denying myself the ability that lives within me.

So I thought I did a bunch of things
And figured that partly people may have stop meddling with my life for a while.

What could I do? Could I do any of that again?
Better? Could I fail better?

It is easy to be lazy.
Especially when you are coming from lazy.

I think thats your momentum going down
Your body dedicating energy to some other energy

So instead of heading out and doing what you want
Your whole self is searching for connections.

Then you stare outside
And the wind looks strong,
The sky is gray.

There is no sunshine.
There's options on what you could do.
Are you going to adventure outside?

My view generally is,
There's beings out there.
I see them, walking, biking, in cars.

If there's others out there that have done it.
Why can't I?