growinup

One of my closest siblings is my maternal brother.

Probably because I was there ever since he was being born to seeing as a grown ass man these days.

A kid. He got so much opportunity in this life we can't talk how little I was given, 

if you know all that he's received.

He's out on the radio these days, hiding behind several different names,

but I always know when it is him.

I wonder how does he feel outside of the shaped model he's been doctrined to say,

'this is how you behave around this human, who is not but it is your sister'

Alright.

Back when he was 4, coz I was like 14 or maybe up to when I was 16 (he being 10 yrs younger makes the math easier).

He used to hang out.

Coz back then I figured I live with my mom and his dad for a while.

We likely shared a room for part of the day.

I wonder if I used to hum songs as I sometimes still do when I'm unconsciously out of myself.

I wonder if by any chance they stayed with him, and that's why he and I are so alike.

In the same way, I wonder,

how is it that I know so many different tunes?

How little information was I given to understand so much?

How much repetition did it takes us?

You know, if you are musically inclined, you know what I am saying...

Like when suddenly you just feel like a certain song...